A blog about life in general ..........a selection of poems, thoughtful, funny or just a take on every day life. Dogs - I love my dogs so why not blog about them!
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Tuesday, 24 January 2023
Benji and Lucy Lou are off on a trip ….🥳
Sunday, 22 January 2023
Child’s Play
Thursday, 19 January 2023
The Deep Grip of Grief
The Deep Grip of Grief
Grief you swarm in suffocating every emotion.
Like a dark substance you silently creep everywhere.
Seeping through every part of my mind and body.
Clouding everything- removing all feelings.
Leaving me numb.
Pain crawling up from the pit of my stomach.
Your grip around my throat is so tight.
I cannot speak.
I cannot breathe.
I cannot think.
You swept in like someone in a rage.
Turning everything in my life upside down.
Nothing makes sense anymore.
Everything seems pointless.
A deep fog swirling around my mind.
I can’t see.
I can’t hear.
I can’t feel.
Life changed forever.
I sit alone in the darkness.
I don’t want other people's comfort.
Other people's kind words.
Other people's warm embrace.
Other people want to hug my pain away.
It feels like there is no point in continuing.
Without you.
My rock.
My anchor.
Day’s feel endless.
Like there’s no beginning or end.
I feel as if my feet are in concrete blocks.
Every step is an effort.
Every word forced out of my mouth.
My mouth that was once filled with laughter.
I wake up.
Another day ahead of me.
I look towards the window.
I stare at the light forcing its way through the tiniest gap.
I think if that light can find a way to shine through that tiny gap, surely I can find the strength to live my life.
I look at the shard of light, falling onto the carpet.
I track its root - amazed how far that small beam reaches.
I wonder if my life has been as wide reaching.
I look at the sunlight shining in and notice how when it bounces off other objects it changes.
Beautiful lilacs, pinks, yellow, gold and green
It’s fascinating that one chink can touch so much.
In that moment I realise that I still have so much to offer.
So many other lives that I can help.
I can shine my light into their world.
In their darkness I can help be their light.
I smile - I sense you are nearby.
I sense you are telling me “you can do this”
I sense that I still have a purpose.
This is a new chapter in my life.
As I start to heal I feel the dark grip of grief lessen its hold on me.
I know that the grief will never leave me - it’s part of me - some days it may be all of me but other days I will be that chink of light and spread my rainbow of hope to others.
J C Hicks copyright ©️ 19/1/23
Wednesday, 18 January 2023
How far is it between earth and heaven?
Thursday, 12 January 2023
Festive Food For Thought
Festive Food For Thought
A child’s face is innocent and pure
Looking up at the Christmas tree in awe.
It’s a whole world of beauty, sparkle and glitter
Their mouths wide open as their eyes flutter.
The lights are so bright and glow so divine
A memory that’s precious - a snapshot in time.
The child just sees beauty and dancing lights
The tree brings joy brightening the dark nights.
All that child wants is to feel safe and secure
They don’t want a world that’s scary and unsure.
So when God sent down to earth his only son
He knew that there was much work to be done.
He advocates a world full of kindness and love
But evil and ill doing is not so easy to get rid of.
So maybe we adults should sit and reflect
How can we create a world based on respect
The child who looks at the Christmas tree
Maybe they help hold the future’s key.
They make no judgement on whether the tree is too crass
They don’t slot people into some sort of class.
They just look at the world through innocent eyes
Enjoy every moment, well maybe not mince pies!
The tree can be big, small, simple or elaborate
The child still looks on and sees the value in it.
So this Christmas enjoy every moment
Sit back and look for atonement
Don’t judge others whose journey is unknown
And let’s not forget all those who are alone.
You’ve Got This
Wednesday, 11 January 2023
That old jumper
That old jumper
As you go through life you accumulate things
accumulate accumulate accumulate
clothing, jewellery, books, ornaments, photos
material things
accumulate...................
but you also accumulate people
forge friendships over time
people - like clothing in our wardrobe
we keep adding to the wardrobe
adding adding adding
the wardrobe gets fuller and fuller
and that once cherished jumper gets pushed further and further back
you now no longer wear it - but yet you can't let it go
you pick it up, hold it and a flood of memories wash over you
you remember that trip to the theatre, the time you fell over out walking
the time you were told a loved one had died, the time your new puppy lay on it
a garment, a thing, an item but yet you feel an emotional attachment to it
so you see people can feel like that clothing
we travel through life, along our path meeting lots of people as we go
some we try on for size and the fit is just not right
so many others we have a strong bond with but as time passes it lessens
you don't love them any less but with all the new things entering your life
they slowly ebb further away
but yet when you think of them your heart is full of joy
so many good times and memories that your cherish
so whilst you may no longer see them regularly your still hold them dear
so like that beautiful faithful old jumper you still want it in your life
because you know that you could just pick it back up and it would still fit just right
J C Hicks copyright 5-1-2023
Saturday, 17 December 2022
The Scars of Life
The Great British Weather
Friday, 16 December 2022
A Glimmer of Hope and Light
Tuesday, 13 December 2022
A Truly Special Day
Saturday, 26 November 2022
The Best Things In Life Are Free
Merry Christmas
Copyright © J C Hicks
26.11.22
Friday, 11 November 2022
Environmental Revolution
Environmental Revolution
I wonder if God is sat looking down from upstairs.
At this world he created and for which he deeply cares.
I wonder if he’s sat there with his head in his hands.
Looking at the destruction humans have brought upon the land.
I wonder if he looks on in complete despair.
As humans have acted like we just don’t care.
I wonder if he knew that our plans would destroy our planet?
Only now we realise that the environment isn’t like granite!
Weather so destructive as it’s beats it’s daily path.
Beating suns and pouring rain releasing it’s full wrath.
Humans are shouting let’s use our natural resources.
We have to stop the onslaught from these nature forces.
Let’s stop the use of plastic which is now choking our deep seas.
Stop consuming processed junk which is causing disease.
Stop fuelling all our lives from a bank of fossil fuels.
Let’s use the sun, wind and sea instead - they are our natural tools.
I wonder if God sits and looks and thinks they’ll work it out.
I wonder now if the facts are beginning to erode doubt?
I wonder if God is sad that humans can be such a destructive race.
As we beat a path to move “forward” at a never ending pace.
I wonder if God sits and knows his faith in us will win.
As we start to clean our act up - let the green revolution begin 💪🏻🌍.
Copyright © J C Hicks 11-11-22
Thursday, 27 October 2022
Spring - a lifetime away…..
Life - the tapestry we weave
Friday, 21 October 2022
It’s Friday! It’s Friday!
Thursday, 20 October 2022
Ode to stalker Steve the baby seagull
Wednesday, 19 October 2022
The Bright Red Door
Saturday, 15 October 2022
The sands of time ……
We never know when we may be living our last day.
We never know when our beating heart will stop pulsing and no longer be our lifeline.
So many people in our lives that we intend to catch up with.
“Yes we must have a coffee together soon.”
“Let’s do lunch, I will message you.”
“We must catch up.”
“Be great to see you again.”
“We will put a date in the diary”
And then, one day, out the blue they are gone.
And there’s no chance to catch up.
To laugh with them.
To reminisce with them.
Remember the good times.
The fun we had, the laughter.
Make new memories……
GONE
Life sort of gets in the way doesn’t it.
We all do it, it’s not because we don’t care about that person. There just never seems to be enough time, enough hours in a day, week, month - and then a year has gone by. There is always tomorrow……… right? 🤷🏻♀️
Until there isn’t tomorrow 😥
Life is unpredictable and sometimes that is what makes it exciting - but the unpredictable can also bring heartbreak.
I wonder if we all lived our lives as if our sands of time were about to run out if we would all really LIVE our lives …….
Because we never know when there may not be a tomorrow.
I thought we always had time on our side to catch up again in the future - but it turns out we didn’t. 💔
Copyright © J C Hicks 15-10-22